Wow...almost a year again :(

I cannot believe it has been almost a year since I have posted on here...again :( But what an eventful year it has been. For good and for bad and for worse....Have developed immensely in my sexual cravings...lol. Made a stupid mistake that almost cost me my marriage. But now he and I are stronger and happier than we have ever been. Hubby and I have also dove into the swinging lifestyle pool. That journey has come off to a slow start but it is started at least. I have entered into the cam world on the internet. Not for money...even though everyone keeps telling me I could make bank just to show my tits...lol. Have made alot of new friends though in my cam room that keep me up talking for hours upon end at night during my insomnia. I have alot to tell which will read longer than this post. But I wanted to get a post in before september ended...lol I seem to have a system going here.. I jump ahead a year almost with each post and go backwards a month each time. But I hope to change all that. I have a story to tell and just maybe someone will want to listen :o) And since my last post, I have gotten a couple new toys.. one of which is yet another glass one. More like glass anal beads if you will... it is magnificant! So yes, hopefully I am back and will write more and more and not go stagnant for yet another year after tonights posting. I have a lot to catch up on myself with the lives of my fellow bloggers..as to which I hope you are all doing well these days :o)

All my love and dirty thoughts

♥Jen♥

Babes in Toyland...

Well I have never written, or even attempted to write anythign erotic or sexual before. But I have been reading it and thought why not talk about our sex life and experiences and maybe people will be interested in us too! So this will probably be pretty lame for my first post on my blog, unlike some other blogs I follow and read. However, with no posts, there are no followers, and no followers = BORING. So I thought I would get my ass in gear and start off with experiencing some new toys. A couple of weeks ago, I placed an order with Adam & Eve. I wanted to try a couple new things out to spice things up. Lately I have been getting more and more into being spanked, and enjoying it rather hard for that matter. It seems to be painful and makes me catch my breath on some swats, but the pain turns into a burn and a warmth and leaves me with sexual cravings for more. I get turned on by seeing the redness and welts left on my ass by my husband. So, I decided to purchase a paddle. It is leather on one side and fur lined on the other side. The fur side does nothing in the spanking category, however it does help soften the skin after the stinging smack from the leather side. So I have also been reading about how everyone is raving about glass dildos. I would have never just thought to myself to go out and look for or buy a glass dildo. But I have read so many reviews about them, and everyone loving them and never going back to rubber or plastic or anything else, that I just had to have one of my own. OMG.....a new best friend. However, like I tell my husband, it does not work itself, and I prefer him to be the driver, and holy shit, he could drive for nascar with that thing. I am a big girl with more than enough of me to go around, and he can just get such better positioning with that thing than I can. So the leather paddle was a big hit and so was the glass dildo. We got the small one with the heart handle, which hubby says comes in handy. I totally agree. It gives him the power to hold on and let me have it. So happy halloween to me when we finally go to bed sat night and we throw in a new adult dvd we also ot from Adam & Eve, and of course, a short while after, we forget about the movie cause we are too busy with ourselves, and he asks " where are the toys"... oh let me get those right away for you baby.... :-) And the way that man worked the glass dildo was so fucking unbelievable..have never felt anything like that with any other ones we have used in the past. After a good while, when he knew I was extremely turned on and thoroughly enjoying the action, and breathing out of control, he asked me if I wanted him to fuck me, and I had to say not yet because he was hitting spots I did not know I had and it was so damn amazing....and of course though after I orgasmed, I had to have him in me, right then and there, because there is no way I was going to bed without him fucking me. It was a good night with sweet dreams :-) Facebook status was.... "Earthquake...nope he just rocked my world !"